My Life - Poetry
As darkness nears
I feel the bitter air
Invade my lungs.
My breathing labors
As the night's chill
Sucks the life out of me.
Slowly, I drift away
Light-headedness fills my soul
My every move a mechanical dream.
I am fading fast
Fading into a world of blackness
A world of death.
Haunting laughter echoes in my ears
Ringing louder, louder still
I cover my ears - the pain too intense.
I let out a scream,
Panicked and shrill,
But the silence engulfed in and nobody heard
People think i am a peace of meat
there is no heart nor any beat
I try to be happy
but always find defeat
THere r steps on grounds
but there is no one
exept my own wounds
Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge
Hurt continuously,
hurt at a young age
How do I love again with all of my rage
How do I get past all of this,
show me a sign
So I can leave my sadness
pain and crying behind
This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Damn it - why is this world so cold
I should move on,
it's all in my past
But my pain remains,
continues and lasts
Loneliness
Heart ache
Must I be disturbed?
Desolate
Forlorn
Will I always be alone?
